Meet Bonsella…

I would like to introduce you to Bonsella. This is my illustration from the story about a small plant which dreamed of becoming a big tree.
Bonsella had wanted her leaves to swish up to the sky above. She wanted her roots to dig dip into the ground. She wanted to become a [...]

The Rational Adult and the Foolish Kid

This is the difference between being a rational adult and a foolish kid…
The rational adult asks, reasons and  ends up being foolish…
The foolish kid listens, believes and ends up being wise…
I was once a rational adult where the crucified and glorified Jesus is concerned… It was so difficult for me to let go and let [...]

Bleeding…

I am bleeding but I could not feel the pain and this worries me…I am not physically bleeding. I am emotionally and spiritually bleeding. Yet, I could not feel it piercing through my being. I am worried about this.
Is it because I am so accustomed to pain that I could not [...]

Hiding Underneath His Pants…

I share this personal prayer about hiding underneath Jesus’ pants:
I hide underneath your pants like a child, dear crucified and glorified Jesus.
I am so accustomed to it that I begin to think I may never grow up.
However I like it when I hide underneath your pants for I feel protected.
Some [...]

I miss Jesus…

I can feel it so clearly how much I miss Jesus. The connectivity which I claim I have with Him is elusive to me these past few days. And I miss him terribly. I know when I feel I am connected to him because I do not fear. I know when I am linked [...]

The Naked Me…

I remember the story of Adam and Eve…the scene when they hid because they were naked. Then, God asked them why they were hiding?
The scene reminds me of my frailties and sinfulness. I am not comfortable doing something mediocre. That’s perhaps the reason why I do not do things [...]

The First Word…

I am just plain happy today that I exist. I write the first word… I am… because of the Word who became Flesh…the crucified, glorified Jesus.